my denial from this hectic life.

jakarta.

had never posted anything for the past few months.
not because i don't want to, i just don't have the time. (not to sound snobbishly busy or anything).

anyways, for the first time ever, i'm not going home to jakarta this holiday.
it's pretty weird. not going there.
jakarta is like an extended open void to the life i'm living here.
it's almost like the atrium of freedom.
while here, i'm almost literally trapped in an enclosed space.

whatever, i feel like such a loser. for some odd reasons.
maybe i am one.